What some call God and others call the Source doesn't intervene unless asked. In that vast source we also have guides or angels. Again, not intervening unless asked. During my healing journey I went through an almost atheist phase, and whoa, it felt lonely out there and in here. I let cynicism take over and felt like I was in a hallway that only had a bad end, so I stood still. But then one day I decided this wasn't me and I couldn't live like this anymore. And honestly, it would be wondeful if this post finds someone who needs it and helps them.
Lately I have been calling on my guides again and the source to help me when I am feeling overwhelmed or down. I realize life here in the 3rd dimension is a very difficult learning curve, and no one has a 'happy' life. Happy is just an emotion on a wheel of many emotions, and unless we experience all of them then we can't even understand one from the other. If you were happy ALL of the time, would you know you were happy?
I have had to observe my own life and the lives of others to understand what it is I believe and get back to a brighter place. Fair enough, right? One observation is that the most miserable of my immediate circle are all materialists or atheists. They don't have spiritual practices, question their existence, or call for help from a higher power when it's needed. They just go through the motions of negative emotions, lash out at others, and live in a miserable depression. It's a harsh thing to say, but I have combed it over and over and it's what I see. And to be honest, during that phase of my life, it's what I saw in myself too.
Recently I had a situation that had me in tears and an anxious panic, and I felt it was too heavy to carry alone. I didn't feel I could bother my best friend who just went through a masectomy, my mother who is starting over in life, and my husband is overloaded with an unforgiving job. So....I sat on my bed, wept, and then called out to the source to help me, and it did. My problems were no miraculously fixed, as we are taught to expect. Rather I was given a feeling of not being alone, and a solution to fix myself and find joy around the festering mal that we are constantly handed in this dimension. And since...I call out to my guides and the source, because they are there if we need them. Kind of like an AA sponsor. It's their duty, as it will one day be ours. We are all one, all connected. We are never alone, even if it feels like it. And if you find yourself resting in cynicism that more than 'this' exists, just call out for help one day when you are alone. What can it hurt? No one can hear you afterall. Right? I ask you to try. Just reach out to the divine source, god, your angels, your guides, your higher self...Just ask.
If you don't have the words here is a little request you can send out:
My (insert the word you are most comfortable with like god, or guide, or universe), please hear my cry. Life is feeling a little unbearable lately, and I feel the load is too heavy to carry alone. I please ask for you to step in and give me a helping hand for my higher good. I thank you for watching over me and providing help when I need it. I am blessed. I am never alone.
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